Sometimes I feel so misunderstood and unappreciated. It feels like a betrayal when those closest to me don't seem to see me as I really am and assume the worst about me. It makes me want to run away and hide. It makes me want to find a cave to lick my wounds and be alone.
I try my best to be a decent human being but I am flawed.
So, these days, I keep many aspects of myself hidden. I don't share my feelings like I used to. I pour them into this blog. I am tired of being judged by the ones I love. It hurts. I think I need some new friends.